If you keep living by "if only this" or "if only that"...you might not get much accomplished. There's always going to be obstacles, but you have to have and keep a determined, positive mindset. All the good you attempt to accomplish and achieve, try to have the words "no matter what"...attached to it, as you take action.
Always keep your faith in the Most High and His word, and know that "no matter what", everything will work out.
No matter what.
Today and always, be blessed. :)