It's up to you. I want to encourage you to not let the past control you or put a shadow on the decisions you make here in the present. Don't go back to your "old ways" that took you down the wrong path. It's done. It's in the past. Grow and learn from those moments and move on. Move forward toward a wiser, better you! One who thrives and radiates! :) You're stronger than you think! Praying for your victory!
Today and always, be blessed. :)